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No. 041 · Screen & Stage · Performing Arts

The Apology

a biography of Louis Székely (Louis C.K.)

What the book is

The last chapter is an argument in print. Since the 2020 album Sincerely Louis C.K., the comedy press has been running long-form pieces about whether the comeback was earned. The comeback began at the Comedy Cellar in 2018, after a fifteen-month withdrawal. The withdrawal began on November 9, 2017, when The New York Times published a story about five women who said he had masturbated in front of them. He confirmed the accusations the next day. I Love You, Daddy was pulled from distribution. The HBO and FX deals were cancelled. The tours were cancelled.

Donovan Hadley's biography goes back for the rest. Louis Székely was born on September 12, 1967, in Washington, D.C., the son of a Mexican-Hungarian-Jewish economist and an Irish-American software programmer, and his parents divorced when he was ten. He started stand-up at seventeen. The book follows the Mexico City childhood, the Newton, Massachusetts, high-school years, the long apprenticeship at the Boston Comedy Club, the move to New York and the Late Night with Conan O'Brien writing room, The Dana Carvey Show, and the bewildering 2001 directorial debut of Pootie Tang. Then Louie, the FX series he made from 2010 to 2015 and the one Hadley calls the masterpiece, the Saturday Night Live hosting, and six Emmy Awards.

What the book is finally about is a decade of not asking. He was the most influential American comedian of his decade. The comedy press covered him, FX bankrolled him, his peers worked beside him, and for ten years none of them put the question to him. That is the story the November 2017 piece interrupted, and it is the story the comeback arguments are still circling.

At a glance

Subject
Louis Székely (Louis C.K.)
Shelf
Screen & Stage · Performing Arts
Written by
Donovan Hadley
Chapters
18 across 196 pages
Narrated by
Desmond Vale
Editions
EPUB · Audiobook
Authorisation
Unauthorised — no subject, estate or label had approval over the text.
Content notes
sexual misconduct allegations

Contents · 18 chapters

  1. 01Mexico CityRead free
  2. 02The Boston Rooms3,547 words
  3. 03New York and the Writers' Rooms3,631 words
  4. 04Lucky Louie and the First Failure3,370 words
  5. 05Louie2,911 words
  6. 06The Five-Dollar Experiment3,524 words
  7. 07The Comedy of Confession2,733 words
  8. 08The Power Structure3,704 words
  9. 09The Women3,685 words
  10. 10November 20173,567 words
  11. 11The Statement2,978 words
  12. 12The Silence3,039 words
  13. 13The Return3,421 words
  14. 14I Love You, Daddy2,824 words
  15. 15The New Material3,491 words
  16. 16The Grammy3,449 words
  17. 17Accountability and Rehabilitation3,563 words
  18. 18What It Cost3,095 words

The opening chapter is published in full — read it here.

Editions

EPUB · $3.99
EPUB 3 · DRM-free · reads on Kindle, Kobo and Apple Books
ISBN 979-8-90623-489-6
Audiobook · $5.99
Unabridged · measured from the masters · read by Desmond Vale
ISBN 979-8-90623-476-6

Questions

01

Who is The Apology about?

Louis Székely (Louis C.K.). The title never carries the subject's name: it names one concrete thing out of the life — in this case The Apology — and the name goes on the line underneath.

02

Is this an authorised biography?

No. No subject, estate, label or foundation had approval over the text, and none paid for a word of it. The cost of that independence is that no new interviews were conducted for the book; it is built from the public record, and it says on the page where a scene is reconstructed rather than documented.

03

Can I read some of it before buying?

Yes — the whole opening chapter and the writer's foreword, free and in full, with no email address and no account. That is 3,976 words of the book.

04

How long is it?

About 59,500 words, 18 chapters, 196 pages in the paperback.

05

Does this book carry content warnings?

Yes: sexual misconduct allegations. They are listed before you buy rather than discovered afterwards. The material is handled as evidence, not as spectacle.

The writer

Donovan Hadley

Donovan Hadley is a Manchester-based culture writer for The Guardian and Sight & Sound. His biographies cover the film, theatre, and television figures whose work shaped the British and American midcentury. He spends his time researching archives to reconstruct the quiet moments behind major cultural milestones.

His published work includes titles like The Nightmare Man, Frequency, and The Gap Year. He has also explored midcentury creative communities in books such as The Fifty Million Dollar Man, The USC Film School, Apartment Five C, Room 607, and The First Cast.

This book deals with

  • sexual misconduct allegations

Listed before you buy, not after.